What Type of Person Experiences Profound Grief?

Everyone experiences grief in different ways, yet there are patterns to grief that help us survivors understand and connect to one another. For example, when one loses a life mate, most of us experience the shock of the loss, the pain of separation, the physical reactions, the bewilderment at the wreckage of our lives. Then, as the first year progresses, we have to deal with all the firsts such as the first birthday and first Christmas without, and we have to deal with the anniversaries such as a wedding anniversary and the anniversary of his death. During the second year, we come out of the emotional fog to a greater understanding that he is truly gone and we will have to live the rest of our lives without him. There is generally an excruciating upsurge of grief around eighteen months, which often comes as a shock because while consciously we might not consider that a milestone, apparently our psyches do. By the fourth year, most of us will have found a renewed purpose, a deeper acceptance, or a new appreciation of life. Some of us might even find happiness or new love.

And yet . . . not everyone who loses a mate goes through such a profound or protracted grief process. For some, their religious convictions are so strong that after a few weeks of grief, they skip immediately to the final stage of renewed purpose or appreciation of life. Some people with dependent children or a dependent parent also experience a short period of grief and then find a renewed focus on and commitment to those who need them. Some people seem to be able to slough off their grief and go searching for a new mate within a few months. It could be these people couldn’t stand the loneliness any more and wanted to feel alive again. Or maybe they didn’t feel much grief other than a sense of loss. There are hundreds of thousands of people who are incapable of truly connecting to another human being, who are incapable of feeling deep emotions.

So what type of person experiences such profound grief that it rocks them to the very core of their being? To a certain extent, it has to do with the strength of the commitment to and the connection with another person. Obviously, if a person is in a marriage for money, and their spouse dies leaving them what they want, the person would not feel the same grief as someone who had a deep emotional commitment to their mate.

Profound grief also has to do with how complicated the relationship is and if there were unresolved issues. When you are both alive, your relationship is always in the present day, so you basically just have to deal with what is going on at that time. When one person dies, the relationship is always in the past, and so you have to deal with the whole thing, decades of good and bad, ups and down, connections and disconnections, understandings and misunderstandings. It can be overwhelming.

And profound grief has to do with whether you’re an extrovert or an introvert. Extraverts generally have other people in their lives they can rely on for friendship and support. Introverts, for the most part, don’t have an extended support system. Theirr mates were their support system, thieir friend, the one person who understood them. (I’m not saying extroverts don’t experience profound grief, just that they might not experience it in the same way that an introvert might.)

The difference between introverts and extraverts is not so much how shy or outgoing you are, but how your mind works. Introverts prefer the inner world of their own mind. Extroverts prefer the outer world of sociability. Introverts get overwhelmed during social occasions because there is so much information to process. Extroverts get bored with their own minds and need the external stimuli. This could explain why some people can work through grief quicker than others can. The introverts need to process all the permutations of their grief, which could take years, while extroverts might not be aware of (or care about) all the implications of their grief, might not feel any need to process the information beyond what it would take to survive it. A therapist friend wrote me, “We introverts are quieter souls; process differently; miss little in the inner and outer world…more grist for the mill; our friends tend to be introverts…birds of a feather….; Frankly imho I believe we feel more and feel more deeply…”

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4 Responses to “What Type of Person Experiences Profound Grief?”

  1. Carol Ann Hoel Says:

    My husband is dying with Alzheimer’s disease. I’ve been his 24-hour caregiver since January of 2008. I cling to this man even though he no longer knows who I am. I’m in no hurry for him to be taken from me. I have nothing to gain by his death, financially or otherwise. I’m an introvert. I hold fast. Yet, when I must let go, I hope that I will. I know I’ll grieve, but I want it to be short, not because he is less to me than that, but because life is short, and I can’t change it when it happens. I’ll weep loudly, and no one will successfully intervene until I’m finished. When my strength is spent, I’ll go on with only short periods of tears at unexpected intervals. At least, this is what happened when I lost my former husband to cancer. I remarried my current husband soon after his death. And, yes, this event did sooth my sorrow. I was blessed to marry the right man. God is good and answers prayer. Now I must let him go, too, regardless of my wishes to the contrary. I know this, and so I pray instead for strength, comfort, and provision.

    My heart goes out to the grieving souls on this earth. Come out of it as soon as you can. Grief hurts. It really hurts bad. It will spoil one’s health and happiness. I know we are all different, and I do not doubt for a moment that some will grieve longer than others for many varying reasons. Yet, I will pray constantly for relief, if it happens to me.

    • Pat Bertram Says:

      Carol, losing one husband is hard, but two must really be traumatic, especially after dealing with his long term care. I envy you your faith. It will carry you through.

  2. Patty Says:

    My grief was different in the fact that I had a relationship end. I grieved not over the ending of the relationship, it was not a healthy one in any respect, but a grieved over the things that man did to me. For a year after he finally left I was a basket case. Only one person knew I was having a hard time with working through the result of the relationship. I only talked to her when I was capable of doing so. The really hard times, with the uncontrolable crying and total sadness was done all alone….for an entire year. I would have liked to be able to share the worst of it to be able to make it easier on me but by then no one wanted to hear it because the ending of the relationship was a real blessing and no one could understand why I would mourn over it. I was mourning over the loss of ME not him. It was very hard and I ended up with physical problems that also took me a long time to work through. I am sort of on the other side of it now but still there are times when I am hit with great sadness over the whole experience. A loss is still a loss and trying to move on afterwards is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I lost all of my friends except the one I talked to because of the relationship I was in, which turned out also to be a blessing because what kind of person would abandon you in your time of need? I was able to find out the people I was surrounding myself with were not good for me either. Trying to move on from the whole mess has really been hard for me because I have a hard time connecting with new people. But with your blog and others that I have found in this process have greatly helped me.

    • Pat Bertram Says:

      Patty, all loss is hard, but the loss of oneself has to be among the hardest. You have to start from scratch to rebuild, but first you need a foundation to stand on, and such a foundation is difficult to find.

      I’m sorry you had to go through your grief alone. It does help sometimes to talk about what you are going through, but it also seems as if people do abandon you when you most need them. Maybe grief, for whatever reason, reminds them of how fragile life or happiness is, and they don’t want to face it.
      We live in a society that frowns on any sort of so-called negative emotion, such as grief, and it puts an unbearable burden on the bereft. You seem to have managed to find your way despite this. I hope you will eventually find your way to happiness, or at least back to yourself.


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